... on my skin and in my heart!

I don't really like autumn! It's raining, it's cold and stormy - bad weather! I am more the summer type, I love the warm embrace of the sun, the sea with a salty smell and I love the sand under my feet.

The last time a saw the sea (the warm sea, NOT the ugly north sea! I mean the mediterranean sea.) was when I was 11 and that's such a long time ago! (9 Years! FTW!)
And...
I miss the warm sea so much!!! If I could I would jump into the next plane to get there.
It's my big wish to be there in the nearer future!
(And I want to see Japan! ** Another big wish!)

And now to my heart...
I don't really know what this is, but I'm feeling it. It pushes me down and at the moment I don't really know what love is...
Well, my boyfriend loves me so much. And I...?
I know he's so important for me, but at the moment I'm not able to give him strong love. u_u And I don't know why! It makes me sad...

Only my big hobby (COSPLAY! **) is keeping me up this time! ^^
Cosplay can make me so happy, it feels good to be someone else, wearing a costume and taking pictures. And with my friends I can have so much fun! |3 This is the best time!

My new big cosplay love it Feldt Grace from Gundam 00! *__*
See here ---> [link]

I love here! <3 She is so cute and I'm so excited because of this cosplay. I'm going to wear it next year at the bookfair in Leipzig!
Gundam 00 is great... but I'm so angry that Lockon died. I cried... Because he and Feldt were such a cute pairing. I'm so unhappy that these two did not have a chance. So unfair from the Gundam Studio! ò______ó

Well~
this is enough for today. ^^'

Yours
Zhenya-Chan